While joyful and exciting, the holidays can also be a difficult time of year.
There were many Christmases I bounced between having fun and enjoying the season with my husband and kids while struggling with deep-seated depression.
My lack of family-of-origin connection during the holidays magnified feelings of rejection and worthlessness; especially related to my dad. A sweet and tender story about an old violin touched me many years ago during an especially difficult time of depression. Though not a cure, it was balm to the soul.
If feelings of loneliness, worthlessness or rejection plague you during the holidays I offer you this story. I hope it reminds you that you are indeed worthy and loved.
The Old Violin
~Myra Brooks Welch
‘Twas battered and scarred, And the auctioneer thought it hardly worth his while to waste his time on the old violin, but he held it up with a smile.
“What am I bid, good people”, he cried, “Who starts the bidding for me?” “One dollar, one dollar, Do I hear two?” “Two dollars, who makes it three?” “Three dollars once, three dollars twice, going for three,”
But, No, From the room far back a gray bearded man Came forward and picked up the bow, Then wiping the dust from the old violin And tightening up the strings, He played a melody, pure and sweet As sweet as the angel sings.
The music ceased and the auctioneer With a voice that was quiet and low, Said “What now am I bid for this old violin?” As he held it aloft with its’ bow.
“One thousand, one thousand, Do I hear two?” “Two thousand, Who makes it three?” “Three thousand once, three thousand twice, Going and gone”, said he.
The audience cheered, But some of them cried, “We just don’t understand.” “What changed its’ worth?” Swift came the reply. “The Touch of the Masters Hand.”
“And many a man with life out of tune All battered and bruised with hardship Is auctioned cheap to a thoughtless crowd Much like that old violin
A mess of pottage, a glass of wine, A game and he travels on. He is going once, he is going twice, He is going and almost gone.
But the Master comes, and the foolish crowd never can quite understand, The worth of a soul and the change that is wrought by the Touch of the Master’s Hand.
What do you think of the Violin Story?